My Moment of Truth Miracles do happen! yes, It probably could never have manifested Itself in a more appropriate manner. This day the 20th of Aug '02 will go down in my memoirs as a landmark! I feel i have attained Nirvana! She has finally blessed me & given me the much-awaited "Darshan". Destiny has its own sweet way of rewarding its disciples.... there was an advt in the papers about buying the Devdas album at any of the Planet M outlets and stand a probability of getting an invite to a Devdas CD-Rom launch at the shoppers' stop outlet. yes, it was graced by shah rukh khan & The Goddess Herself! i merely managed to lay my hands on the album & got an invite for today's event.... Can't say what others were feeling, the mood was definitely ecstatic, but went berserk when She and srk entered! it was the first ever opportunity that my mortal self got a glimpse of Her.... my eyes fighting to reason the possibility of this spectacle being real. could it really be She!? am i hallucinating!? (it didnt strike me that i ought to have pinched myself! but would i feel anything in this comatose state!?) could definitely sense my heart rate accelerating... why was i sweating? that too in this cool room!? now as i look at that evening, all i did was look at Her! yes, there is a faint recollection of some talks and speeches, but all that hardly mattered! found myself staring blankly at Her and smiling into just about nothing... and then scanning the crowd, She happened to glance at me (or was it a curious look!?) & suddenly i felt my feet weigh like soaked bricks & knees turn to jelly..... is this how we liberate ourselves from this world? or is this how we explain a Heavenly experience? an out-of-body experience as it is more loosely put? She was there for real.... i heard Her talk... or was it a bird singing? do lotuses make a sound when they bloom? She walked closer, somebody won a prize & She was giving it to him. everybody rushed to touch Her.... i didn't quite realise i too was in a position to do the same... maybe i would've been sure about all this happening for real.... but then saw that She wasn't all too pleased with that - how could they hurt Her like that!? :-( but She didn't resent it a bit. Angels are known to weave a carpet of magic around them! She laughs, She giggles, a million pearls make the world that much more rich! Can this be a reality? Only She can say. Date Stamp: 20th August 2002.
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